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Tuesday, June 16th, 2009
8:45 pm - " The History Of Crimson " Vicky Mix I 16 Jun 09
The History Of Crimson


1. The Republic Tigers - Buildings and Mountains
2. The Radio - Whatever Gets You Through The Day
3. Stars – The Night Starts Here
4. Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism
5. Chairlift – Territory
6. Chew Lips – Play Together
7. Howling Bells – Cities Burning Down
8. Owls – Dear Vienna
9. Psapp – Fickle Ghost
10. Noe Venable – Garden
11. The Stills - In the Beginning
12. M83 – Kim & Jesse
13. Siversun Pickups – Growing Old Is Getting Old
14. Ben’s Brother – Let Me Know
15. John Legend – Let’s Get Lifted Again
16. Santogold – Lights Out
17. Concrete Blonde - (Love is a) Blind Ambition
18. Ladyhawke – Magic
19. Guillemots - Falling Out Of Reach
20. The Bird And The Bee - Polite Dance Song
21. Simple Minds – Soul Crying Out
22. The Perishers – Best Friends
23. Erin McCarley – Pitter-Pat
24. School Of Seven Bells - Prince Of Peace



Its delicious, and only the beginning !!!

(bruise me)

Saturday, June 6th, 2009
6:43 pm - Massive Playlist For Victoria
Some new, some tried and true. Making my cousin, Vicki a play list so big that i will have to send her my external hard drive. Been working on it for about a week.

Feel free to help me add to it. Thanks to those that already have.



Happy Endings by The All-American Rejects
Neighborhood #3 (Power Out) by The Arcade Fire
Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels) by The Arcade Fire
The Quest by Bryn Christopher
Smilin’ by Bryn Christopher
A Little’s Enough by Angels And Airwaves
Breathe by Angels And Airwaves
Love Today by Mika
Stuck In The Middle by Mika
Big Girl You’re Beautiful by Mika
Sex On Fire by Kings Of Leon
Fans by Kings Of Leon
Knocked Up by Kings Of Leon
Notion by Kings Of Leon
Arizona by Kings Of Leon
All That Shit Is Gone by Carolina Liar
Coming To Terms by Carolina Liar
Sun Hits The Sky by Supergrass
Caught By The Fuzz by Supergrass
Over and Over by Hot Chip
Come Here Boy by Imogen Heap
Goodnight And Go by Imogen Heap
Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World
Your House by Jimmy Eat World
Dream Big by Jazmine Sullivan
Bust Your Windows by Jazmine Sullivan
And So I Pray by Jem
Keep On Walking by Jem
Amazing Life by Jem
Burn by Jessica Mauboy
Empty by Jessica Mauboy
Let's Get Lifted Again by John Legend
If You’re Out There by John Legend
Bruises by Chairlift
Territory by Chairlift
Alive With The Glory Of Love by Say Anything
Do No Wrong by Thirteen Senses
Salt Wound Routine by Thirteen Senses
Soon We Will Be Found by Sia
Day Too Soon by Sia
This Fine Social Scene by Sia (w/Zero 7)
Explode (featured) by Uh Huh Her
Not A Love Song by Uh Huh Her
Loved Despite Great Faults by Blonde Redhead
Hated Because Of Freat Qualities By Blonde Redhead
Just Hold Me by Maria Mena
A Few Small Bruises by Maria Mena
Lazy Eye (featured) by Silversun Pickups
Rusted Wheel by Silversun Pickups
Growing Old Is Getting Old by Silversun Pickups
Kim & Jessie by M83
Couleurs by M83
Live and Learn by The Cardigans
Iron Man by The Cardigans
Better Already by Northern State
Only Yesterday by Taken By Trees
Snow Brigade by Mew
Why Are You Looking Grave? by Mew
Melodies & Desires by Lykke Li
I’m Good, I’m Gone by Lykke Li
Dance, Dance, Dance by Lykke Li
A Little Bit by Lykke Li
Pumpkin Soup by Kate Nash
The Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove by Dead Can Dance
Cantara by Dead Can Dance
Lord I Must Have Been Blind by Brendan Perry
Lost by Katy Perry
Challengers by The New Pornographers
Failsafe by The New Pornographers
You Picked Me by A Fine Frenzy
Rangers by A Fine Frenzy
Beauty Of A Scar by Mock Orange
Ruby by Kaiser Chiefs
Afterglow by INXS
Breakin' Up by Rilo Kiley
Portions For Foxes by Rilo Kiley
It’s a Hit by Rilo Kiley
Paint’s Peeling by Rilo Kiley
The Abseence of God by Rilo Kiley
Summertime by The Sundays
My Finest Hour by The Sundays
With Every Heartbeat by Robyn
Keep This Fire Burning by Robyn
Don’t Stop the Music by Robyn
Bum Like You by Robyn
Handle Me by Robyn
Psycho by Robyn
Who’s That Girl by Robyn
Night Reconnaissance by The Dresden Dolls
The Kill by The Dresden Dolls
Extraordinary Ways by Conjure One
One Word by Conjure One
Satellite Girl by Conjure One
The Prayer by Bloc Party
Like Eating Glass by Bloc Party
Overweight by Blue October
X Amount of Words by Blue October
An Honest Mistake by The Bravery
Time Wont Let Me Go by The Bravery
Teenage Sensation by Gus Gus
Iceblink Luck by Cocteau Twins
Summerhead by Cocteau Twins
Lorelei by Cocteau Twins
Heaven Or Las Vegas by Cocteau Twins
Get Sick Soon by Hello Saferide
Sweet The Sting by Tori Amos
Bells for Her (live) by Tori Amos
Rattlesnakes Tori Amos
Crazy Tori Amos
Goodbye Pieces Tori Amos
Cassie by Flyleaf
Cassie (acoustic) by Flyleaf
Much Like Falling by Flyleaf
All Around Me by Flyleaf
Lights Out by Santigold
I’m A lady by Santigold
Les Artistse by Santigold
Panic At The Disco – 9 In the Afternoon
Some Girls by Rachel Stevens
I Said Never Again (But Here We Are) by Rachel Stevens
Heavy by Tegan and Sara
My Number by Tegan and Sara
Living Room by Tegan and Sara
Walk Away by Franz Ferdinand
I’m Your Villain by Franz Ferdinand
Red And White by The Affair
Tim’s Song by The Affair
Where I Stood by Missy Higgins
The Sound Of White by Missy Higgins
Scar by Missy Higgins
Ten Days by Missy Higgins
Steer by Missy Higgins
Havalina by The Pixies
Where Is My Mind by The Pixies
Blind by Hercules and Love Affair
Teardrop by Massive Attack
Hymn Of The Big Wheel by Massive Attack
Angel by Massive Attack
Etheriel by Lush
Sweetness And Light by Lush
Still June by Maia Hirasawa
And I Found This Boy by Maia Hirasawa
You And Me And Everyone We Know by Maia Hirasawa
Sleep by Plumb
My Sweet, My Lovely by Plumb
God Will Take Care of You by Plumb
Primative Painters by Felt
Trains To Brazil by Guillemots
Made Up love Song # 43 by Guillemots
Who Left the Lights Off Baby? by Guillemots
Sweet Avenue by Jets To Brazil
Gold Lion by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Maps by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Dull Life by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Heads Will Roll by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Cross Bones Style by Cat Power
Love And Communication by Cat Power
The Greatest by Cat Power
Living Proof by Cat Power
You Can Do Better Than Me by Death Cab For Cutie
Your New Twin Sized Bed by Death Cab For Cutie
No Sunlight by Death Cab For Cutie
Transatlanticism by Death Cab For Cutie
Wait In A Line by Now Its Overhead
Hi by Now Its Overhead
Son, Abulance by Paper snowflakes
Bloodline by Orenda Fink
Cruel and Unusual by Fin Fan Foom
A New Friend by The Good Life
Looks Are Everything by Rose Falcon
In My place by Robin Guthrie
Muscle And Want by Robin Guthrie
From Despair To Where by Manic Street Preachers
Broken Down by JJ72
Not Like You by JJ72
Father Sing by Human Drama
This Tangled Web by Human Drama
Its My Own Cheating Heart That Makes Me Cry by Glasvegas
Hope Road by Anne Clarke
Ring The Bell by Songs Ohia
Vicious Traditions - The Veils
Advice For Young Mothers To Be - The Veils
Images by Bel Canto
Garden by Noe Venable
Tower by Noe Venable
Insomnia by Noe Venable
Stolen Thing by Noe Venable
In The Beginning by The Stills
Music Is by Cansei De Ser Sexy
Lets Make Love by Cansei De Ser Sexy
Stay - Small Sins
Won’t Make It Easier by Small Sins
I’ll Carry You by Halou
Me To Him To You by Halou
Pink Champagne by Venus Hum
The Bells by Venus Hum
Wordless May by Venus Hum
Bella Luna by Venus Hum
Sonic Boom by Venus Hum
Little Plastic Castle by Ani DiFranco
Shamless by Ani DiFranco
Love Is The Beast by Zoe
Early In The Morning by Zoe
Another Pearl by Badly Drawn Boy
Once Around The Block by Badly Drawn Boy
Night Falls Like a Grand Piano by the 6ths
The Dead Only Quickly by the 6ths
Born On A Train by Magnetic Fields
I Have The Moon by Magnetic Fields
Ruby Adelaide by Minnie Driver
Invisible Girl by Minnie Driver
Ironspy by Splashdown
I understand by Splashdown
Dig by Splashdown
Excess by Tricky
Say by The Creatures
Turn It On by The Creatures
Venus Sands by The Creatures
Coolsville by Laurie Anderson
Babydoll by Laurie Anderson
Pretty When You Cry by Vast
I’m Dying by Vast
Thrown Away by Vast
In Passing by Company of Thieves
Destroy Everything You Touch (featured) by Ladytron
High Rise by Ladytron
Delicious Surprise by Beth Hart
Wicked Gil by Band Of Horses
No Ones Gonna Love You by Band Of Horses
Islands On The Coast by Band Of Horses
Furnace Room Lullaby by Neko Case
Who Makes You Feel by Dido
Sand In My Shoes by Dido
Don’t Leave Home by Dido
Mausam & Escape by Slumdog Millionaire
You And Your Friend by Snake River Conspiracy
2:1 by Elastica
Home by Zero 7
Ceylon by Madita
Love Affair by Regina Spektor
Consequence Of Sounds by Regina Spektor
Braille by Regina Spektor
Low Red Moon by Belly
Cure For Pain by Morphine
Cure My Tragedy by Cold
Don’t Leave Me Now by Supertramp
Illusion by VNV Nation
Testament by VNV Nation
Saviour by VNV Nation
Image of The Invisible by Thrice
Another Bag Of Bricks Flogging Molly
Cruel Mistress by Flogging Molly
Something Of An End by My Brightest Diamond
Freak Out by My Brightest Diamond
Picture Perfect by Nelly Furtado
Forca by Nelly Furtado
Marylin My Bitterness by Cruxshadows
Cruelty by Cruxshadows
Fotografia by Juanes feat. Nelly Furtado
Walk This World With Me by Heather Nova
Throwing Fire At The Sun by Heather Nova
This Body by Heather Nova
Every Soldier Is A mother’s Son by Heather Nova
Beautiful Girl By Poe
Amazed By Poe
Haunted by Poe
You And Your Friend by Snake River Conspiracy
Reaching From Nowhere by Milla
Clock by Milla
Heart And Hands by Devics
Just Onee Breath by Devics
The Apocalypse Song by St.Vincent
Darkness, Darkneess by Heidi Berry
Stop Your Crying by Spiritualized
Secret Heart by Feist
Inside And Out by Feist
No Man’s Woman by Sinead O’Connor
Just Like You Said It Would Be by Sinead O’Connor
The Lambs Book Of Life by Sinead O’Connor
Troy by Sinead O’Connor
My Delerium by Ladyhawke
Magic by Ladyhawke
Untouched by the Veronicas
Glass Smash by The View
The Sun Smells Too Loud by Mogwai
A Dustland Fairytale by The Killers
Halfway Home by TV on the Radio
Crying by TV on the Radio
Hopeless Song by Declan’s Well
Kids (remix) by MGMT
Minors by Flying
Telethon by Emily Haines
The Vice And Virtue Ministry by The Happy Bullets
Air by The Owls
Someday by Flipsyde
Sick Music by Metric
You Looked So Good by Claire Bowditch
When The lights Went Down by Claire Bowditch
Cities Burning Down by Howling Bells
Lost by Coldplay
Empty by Amanda Ghost
Numb by Amanda Ghost
Dear Vienna by Owl City

* Updated *

Wide Open Space by Mansun
Disgusting by Mansun
Sweet Ones by Sarah Slean
Get Home by Sarah Slean
Your Wish Is My Wish by Sarah Slean
Today Will Be Better I Swear by Stars
Your Ex Lover Is Dead by Stars
The Night Starts Here by Stars
Calendar Girl by Stars
Miss You Like Crazy by Briskeby
Hear Me Out by Frou Frou
Flicks by Frou Frou
So Important by Sparks
All You Ever Think About Is Sex by Sparks
American Boy by Estelle
Come Over by Estelle
My Same by Adele
And So Is Love by Kate Bush
The Sensual World by Kate Bush
Don't Give Up by Peter Gabriel & Kate Bush
Adventures in the Scandinavian Skin Trade by Hector Zazou
Good Day for Dying by Eskobar
Tumbling Down by Eskobar
Slow Hands by Interpol
These Things by She Wants Revenge
Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge
The Sun Always Shines On TV by Aha
Manhattan Skyline by Aha
Follow Your Bliss by B-52s
The Facts Of Life by Black Box Recorder
Up Town Top Ranking by Black Box Recorder
Found Found Found by Morrissey
Sing Your Life by Morrissey
Funnyman by KT Tunstall
Little Favours by KT Tunstall
Saving My Face by KT Tunstall
Freakshow by Stretch Princess
Ripped Inside by Tasmin Archer
Sleeping Satellite Tasmin Archer
And Love Will Fall by Jamboreebop
Smile by Jamboreebop
I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked by Ida Maria
Sometimes by James
Seven by James
Love Is A Blind Ambition by Concrete Blonde
Close To Home by Concrete Blonde
Why Don’t You See Me by Concrete Blonde
Violent by Concrete Blonde
Little Bird by Annie Lennox
Waiting In Vain by Annie Lennox
Beautiful Friend by Cranes
Shining Road by Cranes
Stalk by Cranes
Tangled Up by Cranes
Rise Above This by Seether
Fake It by Seether
Eyes Of The Devil by Seether
Halfway Home by TV on the Radio
Crying by TV on the Radio
Radio #1 by Air
Lucky And Unhappy by Air
El Gatillo by Calexico
Two Silver Trees by Calexico
French Navy by Camera Obscura
Teenager by Camera Obscura
My Maudlin Career by Camera Obscura
Let Me Go Home by Camera Obscura
Swans by Camera Obscura
I Remember Who You Are by Swans
Can't Find My Way Home by Swans
Change (In The House Of Flies) by Deftones
You And Your Friend by Snake River Conspiracy
Vulcan by Snake River Conspiracy
How Soon Is Now by Snake River Conspiracy

* Updated again *

2:1 by Elastica
Home by Zero 7
Ceylon by Madita
Love Affair by Regina Spektor
Consequence Of Sounds by Regina Spektor
Braille by Regina Spektor
Low Red Moon by Belly
Cure For Pain by Morphine
Cure My Tragedy by Cold
Don’t Leave Me Now by Supertramp
Illusion by VNV Nation
Testament by VNV Nation
Saviour by VNV Nation
Image of The Invisible by Thrice
Another Bag Of Bricks Flogging Molly
Cruel Mistress by Flogging Molly
Something Of An End by My Brightest Diamond
Freak Out by My Brightest Diamond
Picture Perfect by Nelly Furtado
Forca by Nelly Furtado
Marylin My Bitterness by Cruxshadows
Cruelty by Cruxshadows
Fotografia by Juanes feat. Nelly Furtado
Walk This World With Me by Heather Nova
Throwing Fire At The Sun by Heather Nova
This Body by Heather Nova
Every Soldier Is A mother’s Son by Heather Nova
Beautiful Girl By Poe
Amazed By Poe
Haunted by Poe
Reaching From Nowhere by Milla
Clock by Milla
Heart And Hands by Devics
Just Onee Breath by Devics
The Apocalypse Song by St.Vincent
Darkness, Darkneess by Heidi Berry
Stop Your Crying by Spiritualized
Secret Heart by Feist
Inside And Out by Feist
No Man’s Woman by Sinead O’Connor
Just Like You Said It Would Be by Sinead O’Connor
The Lambs Book Of Life by Sinead O’Connor
Troy by Sinead O’Connor
My Delerium by Ladyhawke
Magic by Ladyhawke
Untouched by the Veronicas
Glass Smash by The View
The Sun Smells Too Loud by Mogwai
A Dustland Fairytale by The Killers
Halfway Home by TV on the Radio
Crying by TV on the Radio
Hopeless Song by Declan’s Well
Kids (remix) by MGMT
Minors by Flying
Telethon by Emily Haines
The Vice And Virtue Ministry by The Happy Bullets
Air by The Owls
Someday by Flipsyde
Sick Music by Metric
You Looked So Good by Claire Bowditch
When The lights Went Down by Claire Bowditch
Cities Burning Down by Howling Bells
Lost by Coldplay
Empty by Amanda Ghost
Numb by Amanda Ghost
Dear Vienna by Owl City
Wide Open Space by Mansun
Disgusting by Mansun
Sweet Ones by Sarah Slean
Get Home by Sarah Slean
Your Wish Is My Wish by Sarah Slean
Today Will Be Better I Swear by Stars
Your Ex Lover Is Dead by Stars
The Night Starts Here by Stars
Calendar Girl by Stars
Miss You Like Crazy by Briskeby
Hear Me Out by Frou Frou
Flicks by Frou Frou
So Important by Sparks
All You Ever Think About Is Sex by Sparks
American Boy by Estelle
Come Over by Estelle
My Same by Adele
And So Is Love by Kate Bush
The Sensual World by Kate Bush
Don't Give Up by Peter Gabriel & Kate Bush
Adventures in the Scandinavian Skin Trade by Hector Zazou
Good Day for Dying by Eskobar
Tumbling Down by Eskobar
Slow Hands by Interpol
These Things by She Wants Revenge
Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge
The Sun Always Shines On TV by Aha
Manhattan Skyline by Aha
Follow Your Bliss by B-52s
The Facts Of Life by Black Box Recorder
Up Town Top Ranking by Black Box Recorder
Found Found Found by Morrissey
Sing Your Life by Morrissey
Funnyman by KT Tunstall
Little Favours by KT Tunstall
Saving My Face by KT Tunstall
Freakshow by Stretch Princess
Ripped Inside by Tasmin Archer
Sleeping Satellite Tasmin Archer
And Love Will Fall by Jamboreebop
Smile by Jamboreebop
I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked by Ida Maria
Sometimes by James
Seven by James
Love Is A Blind Ambition by Concrete Blonde
Close To Home by Concrete Blonde
Why Don’t You See Me by Concrete Blonde
Violent by Concrete Blonde
Les Coeurs Jumeaux by Concrete Blonde
Little Bird by Annie Lennox
Waiting In Vain by Annie Lennox
Beautiful Friend by Cranes
Shining Road by Cranes
Stalk by Cranes
Tangled Up by Cranes
Rise Above This by Seether
Fake It by Seether
Eyes Of The Devil by Seether
Halfway Home by TV on the Radio
Crying by TV on the Radio
Radio #1 by Air
Lucky And Unhappy by Air
El Gatillo by Calexico
Two Silver Trees by Calexico
French Navy by Camera Obscura
Teenager by Camera Obscura
My Maudlin Career by Camera Obscura
Let Me Go Home by Camera Obscura
Swans by Camera Obscura
I Remember Who You Are by Swans
Can't Find My Way Home by Swans
Change (In The House Of Flies) by Deftones
You And Your Friend by Snake River Conspiracy
Vulcan by Snake River Conspiracy
How Soon Is Now by Snake River Conspiracy
Responsible by Sun 60
Take Me Home by Sun 60
Tell Me Like You Know by Sun 60
White Winter Hymnal by Fleet Foxes
Ragged Wood by Fleet Foxes
Ballerina Out of Control by The Ocean Blue
Cerulean by The Ocean Blue
Little Love by Melissa Ferrick
Drive by Melissa Ferrick
Love Song by Melissa Ferrick
Sacrifice by London After Midnight
Your best Nightmare by London After Midnight
Psycho Magnet by London After Midnight
The Christmas Song by London After Midnight
Don’t Explain by The Wild colonials
Crazy Baby by Joan Osborne
Kiss Them For Me by Siouxsie & The Banshees
Shadowtime by Siouxsie & The Banshees
Last Beat of My Heart by Siouxsie & The Banshees
Return by Siouxsie & The Banshees
The Rapture by Siouxsie & The Banshees
Face To Face by Siouxsie & The Banshees
Love You To Death by Type O Negative
Be My Druidess Type O Negative
Wolf Moon Type O Negative
Vinegar & Salt by Hooverphonic
Mad About You by Hooverphonic
Numb by Holly McNarland
Elmo by Holly McNarland
Coward by Holly McNarland
The Nobodies by Marilyn Manson
Falling Out Of Reach by Guillemots
Kriss Kross by Guillemots
Trains To Brazil by Guillemots
Made Up Love Song #43 by Guillemots
Who Turned Thee Lights Off, Baby ? by Guillemots

(bruise me)

Monday, August 27th, 2007
10:28 am - RC PX




(bruise me)

Monday, June 26th, 2006
10:01 pm - Neil Gaiman Tribute Album
A new tribute album for the work of author Neil Gaiman (Coraline, Sandman, MirrorMask). The album entitled “Where’s Neil When You Need Him?” was conceived by Patrick Rodgers and will be released by his Dancing Ferret label in mid-July, 2006. Other artists appearing on the tribute include Tori Amos, Rasputina, Lunascape, The Cruxshadows, Voltaire & Thoushaltnot.

From Billboard.com:

Rodgers, who is came up with the album’s concept and is acting as music supervisor, asked artists he knew were fans of the writer to compose material based on their favorite Gaiman character or story. Some fashioned songs after his more popular work, such as the comic book series “The Sandman,” while others took their inspiration from such rare pieces as his short story “The Goldfish Pool.”

The most high-profile contributor to the compilation is Tori Amos, a longtime friend of Gaiman’s who occasionally name-checks the writer in her lyrics. In fact, the album’s working title is a line taken from her song “Space Dog.” The track “Sister Named Desire,” which Amos originally recorded as a B-side for a European release, has been re-recorded for the album. “She was one of the first to come on board,” Rodgers says.




How fucking cool is this ???

(bruise me)

Thursday, April 27th, 2006
2:22 am - Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
I think it worth mentioning that I am finally out of the military. I feel as though I have been wearing underwear that six sizes too small and my balls can breathe for the first time in years.

(5 bruises | bruise me)

Sunday, February 5th, 2006
1:13 pm - MUSIC - FEIST : MUSHABOOM
I am in love with this canadian artist that I heard in the music store yesterday. Impossible to stop listening to!

(5 bruises | bruise me)

Thursday, January 19th, 2006
4:54 pm
My son just told me, " When i grow up I'm going to be a UFC fighter, a baseball player and play on Brazil's soccer team. "

Could a father be any more proud ?

(5 bruises | bruise me)

Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
8:17 pm

Update just to plug Maria Mena's song Just Hold Me.

(bruise me)

7:19 pm

~~ " I propose a toast
to my self-control
you see it crawling helpless
on the ground

Someday
there'll be a cure for pain
that's the day
I'll throw my drugs away.
" ~~

(bruise me)

Sunday, December 18th, 2005
2:24 pm - Music in Mind
Keane

Snow Patrol

The Killers

Death Cab Fot Cutie

Moloko

Jets To Brazil

Modest Mouse

Badly Drawn Boy

Dashboard Confessional

Bright Eyes

Guster

Eksobar

(bruise me)

12:42 pm - For who to decide?
How to make a denmarkadonis
Ingredients:

1 part intelligence

1 part ambition

1 part empathy
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com




I listened to the Beekeeper by Tori while I was deployed. A lot of it is like a lullaby to me. I listened to it as I read and now it brings back what I was feeling as I read. I love doing that with music. Just have to make sure the book doesn't suck.

" Is that all I am just a doll you got used to? "

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Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
4:19 pm - OUT OF THIS WORLD
I doubt I'll be able to check in here again until next month, but I am far, far away. This is the first time I've been able to poke in here since early May. time is flying but needs to go faster. I miss home, but this place is sometimes awesome. When I can sneak away like today it is.

(3 bruises | bruise me)

Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
2:36 pm
Alive and, well, moving.

(4 bruises | bruise me)

Monday, January 17th, 2005
2:05 pm
Ok, so I'm fed up with the United States and am therefore moving to Mexico. No, I am not kidding. 6 week countdown has begun. Yes, I will still serve in the US Air Force Reserves.

(4 bruises | bruise me)

Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
8:02 pm - to have it heard
reading through old entries i just found out an LJ friend of mine from a few years back is dead. makes me think that perhaps i should keep in touch with my LJ friends more. i have always hated having too many at once though.

~ makes me wish all the more that i could say 'i'm sorry' to some and have it heard. and have it matter. ~

(1 bruise | bruise me)

Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
2:17 pm - Perhaps they don't know what it means in America

(bruise me)

Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
1:29 pm - VITOR, VITOR, VITOR

(3 bruises | bruise me)

Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
3:53 pm - LESSONS FROM CHILDREN
One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of the Three Little
Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where the first pig was
trying to accumulate the building materials for his home.

She read, "And so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of
straw and said, "Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build
my house?'" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think
that man said?"

One little boy raised his hand and said, "I think he said. 'Holy #@%*! A
talking pig!'"

(2 bruises | bruise me)

Sunday, November 28th, 2004
4:33 pm - gotta love weird chicks!

(bruise me)

4:23 pm
Snow Patrol : Ways And Means

Maybe I can do it if I put my back into it,
I can leave you if I wanted but theres nowhere else,
That I can go.
Maybe I won't suffer if I find a way to love her
,
I'd be lying to myself but theres no way out,
that I can see
.

(bruise me)

3:02 pm
" keep passing open windows "

Hotel New Hamshire


current mood: depressed

(6 bruises | bruise me)

Friday, October 8th, 2004
8:56 am - SET IT OFF ON THE LEFT, START IT!
I was at a pool tournament, and I see this old guy tryin' to shoot the cue ball, and he has a hook where his left hand used to be. He was havin' a hard time holdin' the pool cue, it just kept slidin' off of his hook, and he even accidentally chalked up his hook instead of the pool cue, so I went to help him out. I asked him what happened, and he told me he used to train in martial arts, and that his trainer made him punch titanium once. Only once. It shattered his entire hand beyond repair. The old guy still fights, though. He said his favorite punch is the left hook.

(bruise me)

Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
4:51 pm


(bruise me)

9:47 am

(4 bruises | bruise me)

Monday, August 9th, 2004
5:43 pm

(1 bruise | bruise me)

Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
12:43 pm - The Great Eight for today


Goldfrapp - Strict Machine
Blonde Redhead - In Particular
Goldfrapp - Crystalline Green
Black Box Recorder - The Facts Of Life

His Name Is Alive - How Ghosts Affect Relationships
Android Lust - Stained
Magenta - Eccentricity
Hooverphonic - Vinegar and Salt

(bruise me)

12:24 pm

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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
4:15 pm
Ricardo Almeida retired from competition! the bum! he didn't even let the #1 contender fight him again for the belt!

www.mmaweekly.com

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Monday, July 12th, 2004
3:52 pm - the Onion.com on Hitler
Hitler Is Hilarious...if looks at the right way

http://www.theonion.com/history/index.php?issue=4027


hello to all. :)

(bruise me)

Sunday, June 20th, 2004
1:36 pm
life is odd,
God is good,
and pain does make you beautiful...one the inside

(bruise me)

Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
11:41 am - HOW CRAZY IS THIS?!
http://www.smalltime.com/dictator.html


IT'S A GAME. YOU PICK A DICTATOR OR SIT-COM CHARACTER AND THE GAME GUESSES WHO YOU ARE THROUGH A SERIES OF QUESTIONS. I PICKED A CHARACTER FROM A 1994 SHOW (HERMAN'S HEAD) AND IT STILL GUESSED IT!

(7 bruises | bruise me)

Friday, May 28th, 2004
12:34 pm
leaving England tomorrow. i loved my time here, despite some bumps, but i am ready to go home. i miss my MMA training.

the trip home should a terrible pain in the hinder. from 3am to who knows when we will be on the go with little hope for food or decent rest. i must go to bed early this evening.

and i think my visitor accidentally packed one of my shoes in her bag. how bazaar!

(2 bruises | bruise me)

Thursday, May 20th, 2004
12:06 pm - courtesy of THEONION.com
White House Slam Dunk Contest Results In No Slam Dunks


The annual White House Slam Dunk Contest, a spring ritual since 1977, featured its usual share of cringe-worthy misses and twisted knees Monday, but once again, no slam dunks. "I tell you, this is some sorry stuff I'm seeing," celebrity judge and former San Antonio Spur George "Iceman" Gervin said, holding up a "1" card after press secretary Scott McClellan made an awkward leap in a pair of wingtips. "The three-point contest was bad enough, but this is just depressing." The last White House slam dunk on record occurred in 1983, when a blindfolded Secretary of the Interior James Watt leaped from the foul line to execute an aerial 360-spin into a tomahawk that shattered the backboard.

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Tuesday, April 20th, 2004
12:15 pm
yeah, the bruins lost!!! i don't want ANY boston sports fans happy!!!

(bruise me)

Saturday, February 7th, 2004
4:51 pm - MMA in England
http://sfuk.tripod.com/sfukclublist.html

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Friday, January 16th, 2004
9:36 pm

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Thursday, January 15th, 2004
10:05 am
who doesn't love you? who could be that cruel to themself?

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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
9:56 pm - belated baby pics - just remembered i never did it. oops!
the many looks of Lorelei Andosia

here is a link to photoisland. if it doesn't work directly, just plug in the user name : ANDOSIA and password : LORELEI

http://arctic.photoisland.com/photosharing/memberindex.html?RefreshRandom=0.3847479721112059

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Sunday, January 11th, 2004
9:16 am
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Friday, January 9th, 2004
9:56 am - MMA FANS READ THIS
" MMAWeekly's Ken Pishna will have play by play of the main event this weekend in Colorado at the Ring of Fire show featuring Duane "Bang" Ludwig. The play by play will be on the SoundOff Forum for the one fight. Here is an inside look at Duane "Bang" Ludwig.


“Down goes Pulver! Down goes Pulver! Down goes Pulver!” You could almost hear the echoes of the nasally, thick accent of Howard Cosell's famous recount of George Forman knocking down Joe Frazier as mixed martial arts fans tuning in on the internet were shocked as the news burst onto the MMA forums. Little-known Muay Thai stylist Duane “Bang” Ludwig had just knocked out one of the best pound for pound fighters in the world, number one ranked lightweight Jens “Li’l Evil” Pulver.

Duane Ludwig was born and raised in Denver, Colorado. He had an average childhood and grew up in a normal family with two brothers and a sister. As a kid - way before being “Bang” was even a thought in his head - he spent his days like a lot of other kids, fascinated by the martial arts stylings of Bruce Lee movies and watching Rocky dig deep to pull off another miracle win against the unbeatable opponent.

At the age of 15, Ludwig took his fascination for the martial arts one step further and began training in Muay Thai kickboxing. While other kids were out in the field dreaming of winning the World Series or the Super Bowl, he began building a dream that was a bit outside of the norm for American kids. Ludwig started building a dream of winning Japan’s K-1 Grand Prix, the world’s premier kickboxing event.

When Ludwig was just 16, he had to deal with the untimely death of his mother. An event that would easily set anyone’s world off kilter. But it would only prove to make him stronger as, through his prayers, he promised her that he would win her a world title.

A good athlete and a quick learner, Ludwig soon started to excel at kickboxing. He began to amass accolades and earn titles left and right: IKF United States Muay Thai Champion, WKA United States Muay Thai Champion, K-1 North American Champion and many others. But no world titles. He went the distance with world Muay Thai champion Alex Gong in Las Vegas, but lost a close decision that many in attendance, including announcer Don “The Dragon” Wilson felt that he should have won.

Along the way to kickboxing stardom, Ludwig crossed paths with “El Guapo,” mixed martial arts legend Bas Rutten. Rutten had been in Denver to train for his upcoming UFC title bout with Kevin Randleman. Upon meeting Bas, Ludwig discovered an interest in mixed martial arts and started training in grappling because, “it was kind of fun and it was something new.”

Rutten and Ludwig quickly hit it off and have been close friends ever since. Ludwig often goes to California to train with Rutten when he is preparing for a fight and Rutten is usually there in his corner when it comes to fight time. Just how important is Rutten’s presence to Ludwig? “I trust everything he has to say. He comes up with something different, I don’t doubt it at all. I go for it right away. He makes you confident, and when you’re confident, things will work.”

Ludwig made his professional mixed martial arts debut at the second edition of King of the Cage in February of 2000. In workmanlike fashion, he knocked out David Ibarra with an efficient combination of Thai kicks that culminated in a perfect round kick to the head. But it was his fight against Shad Smith at King of the Cage 4 that caused the mixed martial arts community to stop and take notice of the young striker from Denver. Ludwig put on a veritable Muay Thai clinic landing kicks and punches at will until Shad Smith’s corner threw in the towel to stop the fight. He then lost his next two fights before starting a winning streak that saw him defeat Caesar Moreno, Charles Bennett, Ressen Messer, and Thomas “Wildman” Denny in succession.

After spending the better part of 2001 reestablishing himself in mixed martial arts, Ludwig spent 2002 focusing on kickboxing. “My dream is K-1,” Ludwig reminds us, and he nearly attained that dream. He won the K-1 North American Middleweight Tournament by defeating a very tough Ole Laursen in the main event of Ring of Fire 4, but it just wasn’t his time to win the world title yet. As luck would have it, Ludwig had to face a very experienced Japanese K-1 veteran, Masato, in his first fight in Japan’s K-1 World J-Max tournament and lost on points after three rounds.

Later that year, Ludwig was offered an opportunity that he couldn’t pass up. Though he had been focusing on his K-1 dream, UCC President Stephane Patry presented Ludwig with a shot at one of the best pound-for-pound fighters in the world, Jens “Li’l Evil” Pulver, and the UCC World Lightweight Title at UCC 11. With Pulver ranked as the number one lightweight fighter in the world, Ludwig signed to make his return to mixed martial arts.

Knowing that Pulver was out to shirk his reputation as a boring fighter who always won by decision and prove to the world that he could fight on his feet, Ludwig enlisted the assistance of Denver’s premier boxing trainer Trevor Wittman, the “T” in T’s KO Gym. Ludwig knew he had the combinations down, the quickness, the hand speed, but he wanted to develop the power in his hands to go along with the power he already possessed in his legs. For months Ludwig hit the gym with Wittman, honing his skills, waiting for his meeting with Pulver. On January 25th, it was suddenly time to unleash all that hard work.

When Ludwig enters the ring, he does so with a quiet confidence that belies his years. When the bell sounds, it’s all business, Ludwig’s wide-eyed stare seems to catch any and all movement as he stalks his prey and proceeds to methodically dismantle him until it’s time for the kill. If you’ve seen Ludwig fight before, you know that this is how his fights normally progress - stalking, closing, finishing. But not this time.

When the bell sounded, Pulver started circling in, looking to throw that hard left hook. Ludwig knew he should stay away from Pulver’s power punch, but he didn’t. “I’d been training for four months to circle to my left to stay away from his power. I get in the ring and the first thing I do is circle to my right,” said Ludwig. He continued, “but it was also kind of a blessing because it made him open [his left hook] wider to try and reach me. He threw the first one and I moved away from it. He threw it again, so I just came inside the left hook with a right cross and down he went.” Not a place that Pulver is accustomed to being.

Working on instinct, Pulver was able to work his way back to his feet, taking a bunch of shots to the body first. Still stunned from the punishment he had received, he was stalling at this point and the ref broke them up and restarted the fight, having to point Pulver in the right direction to face Ludwig. The fight to this point had been all Ludwig and it would remain so. “[After the break] I came in and threw a couple fake jabs and a left hook, clinched and went for a knee and he pulled away. Then a left high kick and a right cross, and that was the knockout punch,” recounts Ludwig. It was over. In just one minute and thirteen seconds, Duane “Bang” Ludwig did what most thought was improbable at best, he pulled off the Rocky-like upset knocking out Jens “Li’l Evil” Pulver.

The same Jens Pulver that hadn’t lost in nearly two and a half years. The same Jens Pulver that had crushed John Lewis’ jaw with that mad left hook. The same Jens Pulver that had defeated Caol Uno, Dennis Hallman and B.J. Penn. The same Jens Pulver that walked away from his UFC Championship and remained the number one lightweight fighter in the world.

With the fight unavailable to fans in the United States most of them followed the fight through updates posted on the internet - the net’s mixed martial arts forums burst with activity as “Bang” fired the shot heard round the world. Ludwig’s win was incredible, unbelievable, miraculous!

Except to him and those that had known him over the years, it wasn’t. Ludwig was only doing what he does best... win fights. He went on to an amazing come from behind win over Genki Sudo in his first shot at the UFC. It was controversial due to a standup to check a bleeding Ludwig, but he took advantage of the moment for one of the most dramatic finishes of the year.

Despite his success in MMA, K-1 was still calling. In July, he made it to the second round of the K-1 World Max tournament, but still no title. In November, Ludwig defeated Tashio Matsumoto in a K-1 singles bout. In fact, Ludwig has signed a 2-year deal to fight for K-1, both kickboxing and MMA. The deal is non-exclusive, so he can still fight in other organizations and he will already be exercising that option, facing Sitprapom Malapaiet of Thailand for the ISKA World Kickboxing Championship that was held by Alex Gong.

According to Ludwig, this belt has a special meaning considering its former owner was killed last year and he’s looking to keep the title in the U.S. “This title means a lot to me. I plan to keep the title here in the United States and keep a bit of Alex Gong's memory with it. Since his last defense of the title was against me, I have a little emotion wrapped up with this fight.”

Ludwig is confident, not in a cocky sort of way, just confident that he can hang with best of them. He’s quick to give credit to God, his trainers, his family and his friends. He trains hard and works hard and it pays off.

Ludwig never fights just to fight. Sometimes he fights because it seems fun, or maybe because it’s something new. Sometimes he fights because it’s his dream. And sometimes he fights... because he made a promise. "


i am going to talk to the guy who's name is emboldened on tuesday. i just made the appointment yesterday and then i see this today. kookie. i should train at this gym from feb. to march and then move to virginia in april.

i am so stoked about tomorrow night. my first MMA/k-1 type event and i get to see my 3rd favorite fighter on the planet! and things worked out so i get to go with my wife! even better.

(bruise me)

Thursday, December 18th, 2003
6:09 pm
icelandic: Gluggagaegir, = Window peeker

it would be a fantastic epiphet if i could pronounce it.

(1 bruise | bruise me)

Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
4:40 pm
2 questions:

1: anyone in germany?
2: anyone been to germany?

i'm looking for pointers on where to go and what to do.

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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003
4:22 pm
i changed the channel from this movie several times before i stopped and watched it. i thought it was just some stupid, boring jennifer aniston movie. but when i saw the donnie darko dude i checked it out. i want to see it from the beginning. it's got JUST the sort of jacked up humor i like.

after Office Space, Bruce Almighty and now The Good i may have to count myself something of a jennifer aniston fan, if for no other reason she picks good cinematic roles. and i love the way she says, " OK ". every time i hear that word now i hear her say it.

in short: recommended.

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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
9:12 am - IT'S A GIRL!
Lorelei Andosia. First music she ever heard was Cocteau Twins! (She was named after the Treasure song) Born 10 to midnight on the 24th. 19 in, 5 lbs 5 ozs. and what a sound cutie! Pictures within the week!

(6 bruises | bruise me)

Saturday, November 8th, 2003
8:59 pm


fess up, who has one of these?

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8:35 pm - Quotes from Chuck Palaniuk's book Choke
Art never comes from happiness.

What I need is to be indispensable to somebody.

After you find out all that can go wrong, your life becomes less about living and more about waiting.

the lucky ones are just born dead.

It's nice to see something more pathetic than I feel now.

My goal is not to uncomplicate me life, my goal is to uncomplicate myself!

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7:59 pm - what her hate feels like

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Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
9:18 pm - mean streak ends
just got back from watching Matrix Revolutions. it reminded me of the power of choice. i feel foolish for having forgotten. i will choose what i know is right. what an overlooked gift self control is.




~ your love is my relief ~

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4:43 pm - Liz laughing

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4:02 pm
you would think paintings would burn a bit faster than this. at least they are a temp. source of heat.

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